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Fanfiction Masterlist

irenespring:

Here is a list of all the fanfiction I have posted to AO3! All works posted here are complete. Sorted by fandom and ship.
Ships: Alex Cabot/Olivia Benson, Rafael Barba/Sonny Carisi, C.J. Cregg/Kate Harper
SVU:
Largest Project:
Scenes from Forlini’s (and other, less important places): Rafael and Alex’s friendship from season 3 to season 19. Rated T for subject matter (trigger warnings for homophobia and referenced domestic violence). Ships: Cabenson, Barisi.

Cabenson:
The Best Made Plans: Alex and Olivia celebrate Thanksgiving six different years (rated T, 5+1, mostly fluff).
Valentine’s Prompts
Sweethearts: Alex and Olivia + those candy heart things that are excellent no matter what anyone says (rated G, barely pre-relationship)
Perfect Endings and Beginnings: post-first date conversation (rated T, developing relationship)
The Implications of Roses: Olivia drops off roses for Alex, accidentally forcing disclosure (rated T, developing relationship).
The Monstrosity: Alex can’t do crafts (rated G, developing relationship)
Five Missing Years: Alex and Olivia reconcile after Alex returns to SVU from Witness Protection (rated T, developing relationship).
Behind the Plant: Alex returns from Africa to support Olivia when Stabler leaves (rated G, established relationship)
Unfortunate Spins: Alex can’t ice skate (rated G, established relationship).
Apology Flowers: Alex sets the stove on fire again (rated G, established relationship).
Family Heirlooms: Noah gets a teddy bear (rated G, established relationship).
Festive Colors: Congresswoman!Alex still can’t cook (rated G, established relationship).
AUs
Muses: Tattoo Artist!Alex and Florist!Olivia, rated G, getting together.
A+: Hacker!Alex and Detective Olivia have to work together. Rated T, enemies to lovers.
Unladylike: Western AU, Lawyer!Alex and Bartender!Olivia have what was supposed to be a one-night stand. Rated T, woke up married.
Hags, Crones, Ghouls: Witches!Alex and Olivia take “playful” vengeance against the Stabler kids for destroying their garden. Rated T, “Horror” and fluff (all horror scenes written by an irl friend), featuring art by the wonderful and outrageously talented @kaminam-i.
Coffee: Gilmore Girls AU, Hotel Manager!Alex and Diner Owner!Olivia are best friends who are definitely not in love, and work together to help Alex’s niece Alexandra “Andy” Cabot succeed. Rated T, Fake Relationship.
The Study Group for Reluctant Princes and Princesses: School for Good and Evil AU! Alex, Olivia, Rafael, and Sonny try to escape the School for Good. Rated T, two equally featured ships.
Solar Power: Alex and Olivia’s summer romance, rated T.
Jewish Alex:
Good Matches: Alex’s anxiety is preying on her nerves and her Hanukkah candles won’t light, rated G.
Competitively Inclined: Alex plays dreidel to win, rated G.

Barisi
Valentine’s Prompts:
Invitations: Sonny invites Rafael to have drinks with the squad on a friend Valentine’s Day. Rated G, pre-relationship.
How to Get the Guy: Alex gives Rafael advice on how to ask out Sonny. Rated G, pre-relationship.
A Little Generic: Sonny gets Rafael chocolates. Rated G, developing relationship.
Low Pressure Gifts: Rafael is anxious buying a gift for Sonny. Rated G, developing relationship.
This Morning: A past relationship ruined Valentine’s Day for Rafael, so Sonny adjusts his plans. Rated G, warning for implied/referenced past domestic violence, developing relationship.
Safety: Sonny worries about coming out to new squad-member Mike, even when Rafael is ready to disclose. Rated G, developing relationship.
A Volume of Springtime Haiku: Sonny writes poetry for Rafael when he gives him flowers. Rated G, 5+1, developing-established relationship.
Motorcycles: Sonny writes Rafael a Valentine’s note as one of his undercover personas. Rated T, established relationship.
Ties Don’t Have Lights: Sonny gives Rafael a Valentine’s gift. Rated G, established relationship.
Heart-Shaped Waffles: Rafael is clumsy and holding waffle batter. Rated G, established relationship.
AUs
Demons Literal and Figurative: Detective Sonny and Ghost Hunter!Rafael take on the vengeful spirit of Rafael’s father. Rated T, warnings for past domestic/child abuse and homophobia, enemies to lovers.
Lavender: Librarian!Rafael moves to a small town to escape an abusive ex and grows close to Baker!Sonny. After the ex comes to an unfortunate end, FBI Agent!Olivia is sent to investigate. Rated T, warning for referenced abusive partner, fake/pretend relationship.
On His Own Merit: Dystopia AU where 25-year-olds are married according to government decree. Rafael and Sonny end up married. Rated T, woke up married.
Riverside Inn: Western AU where Sonny and Rafael travel to a western town for an extradition. Rated G, bed sharing.
Why He’s There: Amnesia AU, Rafael hits his head and loses the past few years of his memories. Rated G, friends to lovers.
The Study Group for Reluctant Princes and Princesses: School for Good and Evil AU! Alex, Olivia, Rafael, and Sonny try to escape the School for Good. Rated T, two equally featured ships.
Cosmonauts: Rafael debates taking Sonny back after Sonny’s internalized homophobia gets the better of him. Song fic: “Cosmonauts” by Fiona Apple. Rated T.
The Glass Flamingo (and other milestones): Rafael has autism and Sonny is oblivious so it takes them a while to get together. Rated G, 5+1 fic.
Wounds, Smiles, Ice Cream: Sonny brings Rafael ice cream to get closer to him, but Rafael thinks Sonny won’t want to be around him once he notices his mental health problems. Rated G, stream-of-consciousness character study.
Jewish Rafael
Hanukkah Sameach: Sonny and Rafael’s relationship over four Hanukkah parties. Rated G, pre-relationship through established relationship.
Chag Purim: Rafael tries to celebrate Purim while also doing his work. Rated G, developing relationship.
Mah Nishtanah: Rafael celebrates Passover with Sonny for the first time. Rated G, established relationship.
Important: Rafael deals with an anti-Semitic attack on his synagogue. Rated T for subject matter.
Shana Tova: Rafael wants to start the New Year by helping his mother understand his traditions. Rated G, Barisi established relationship.
Erev: Lucia wants to make amends on the day of atonement. Rated G, Barisi established relationship.
Ocho Kandelikas: Sonny overhears Rafael singing. Rated G, pre-relationship.
The Hanukkah Ornament: Rafael tries to cheer up Sonny after meeting Sonny’s parents goes disastrously. Rated G, warning for Sonny’s parents’ bigotry, established relationship.

SVU Victors (universe inspired by @lorata’s Hunger Games world-building)
May the Odds: Brief tellings of the stories of four Victors: Alexandra of District One, Olivia of District Two, Rafael of District Three, and Sonny of District Seven. Rated T for dark subject matter. Ships: Alex/Olivia, Rafael/Sonny. Some suspension of disbelief required to match up THG universe with SVU character arcs (mainly Alex’s escape).
Exactly Like He Remembers: Sonny reunites with his younger sister Bella after his Games. No ship. Rated G.
A Particularly Dangerous Repair: Rafael struggles with post-Arena PTSD and with the death of his grandmother. His mentor Priya tries to help him. No ship. Rated G.
As the Hovercraft Descends: Alex and Olivia, both the night before each of their Games and then the night before fighting for the rebellion in the Capitol. Rated T. Ship: Alex/Olivia.

Miscellaneous:
Something Good Happened: Unedited fic about Alex, Olivia, Rafael, and Sonny reacting to the 2020 election. Rated G, ships: Cabenson, Barisi.

The West Wing
A Case Study in Exemplary Mental Health: C.J. struggles with depression and Charlie wants to help her, set in season 7. No ship.
Expectations: C.J. talks to Stanley after being informed that Josh is worried about her. Set in season 7, no ships except for roasting of Danny Concannon and the C.J./Danny relationship.
Mockers of Women and Surprise Talk Shows: A very “wtf is this” collaboration with @princess-faelivrin. Crossover with “The Children of Húrin” and yes you read that correctly. Túrin beats up Hoynes. Finduilas cheers up C.J. Orodreth talks to President Bartlet. Gwindor likes microwaves. Rated T for referencing Hoynes’ assault of C.J.
Supposed Geekdom: Kate finds out that C.J. is a fan of Lord of the Rings. Ship: C.J./Kate. Rated G, pure fluff.
Nothing Left to Grieve: C.J. breaks up with Danny. Rated T for an emotionally abusive relationship. Lots of hatred for Danny. Songfic: “Get Gone” by Fiona Apple.
Nonviolence: Kate muses on vengeance against Danny for how he hurt C.J. Ship: C.J./Kate. Rated T for referenced abusive relationship.
Norman F*****g Rockwell! (series ongoing, pretty much constant warning for mental health issues and an unhealthy relationship)
Norman f*****g Rockwell: C.J.’s life with Danny in California. Rated T.
California: Kate visits C.J. Rated G.
Happiness is a butterfly: C.J. hits rock bottom and reaches out to Kate. Rated T.
The greatest: C.J. decides to leave Danny. Rated T.
Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have- but I have it: C.J. restarts her life. Rated T.

The 100
What Never Existed: Character analysis angst of Marcus Kane waiting to meet Lexa. A gift for arborealstops on AO3. Rated T for suicidal thoughts.

Do you have any cabeson fic recommendations? I’ve tried to read some ao3 but they feel out of character to me regarding Olivia and that’s not my thing.

Anonymous

alexcabotgf:

i got you babes!
these are some of my favorites/most memorable ones that i’ve read, but if you want any specific recs (with any specific tropes/storylines/genre etc), lmk and i’ll see if i can find some. also i tried not to include too many explicit ones since i don’t know if that’s something that you enjoy reading ~~but if you want more explicit recs lmk cause i have plenty of those as well~~
Stay by elphiemolizbethbau - gotta plug my all time favorite cabenson fic. it’s long but it’s worth it. however, major trigger warning for mentions of past sa so please be aware before reading
Spark series by chilly_flame - probably my second favorite cabenson fic (or fics?? there are three of them, a triple threat if you will). alex comes back from witsec and tries to rekindle her relationship with olivia
Thin Frames by DAxilla - alex and olivia are working a case together. wonderful longfic, actually all fics by this author are great so i’d recommend to check all of them out
Maroon by Troodon - umm this one actually kind of ruined me. olivia is mourning alex’s “death”
Cookie Jar by bumblebear30 - this was one of the first cabenson fics i’ve read. it’s so silly and i love it so much (casey makes an appearance in this one so that’s that)
Charades by VivalaB - s11ish alex and olivia go undercover as a lesbian couple. need i say more
Déjà vu by VivalaB - a killer is after alex and olivia is trying to protect her
Collisions At the Crossroads by Katherine Quinn - now this one’s a little uhh wild but if you (like myself) are a sucker for the ‘character a gets hurt, character b goes feral’ trope then you might like it. olivia and elliot (~~but we don’t care about him ESPECIALLY in this particular fic~~) get into a car accident and it just goes crazier from there. unfortunately, the last couple of chapters weren’t posted on ff.net but you can find them on livejournal here
Drunk by Katherine Quinn - same author, this one’s unfortunately not finished. olivia is trying to cope with what happened in undercover (so major trigger warnings for that)
Are you? by SilkpoetV - another fic about alex coming back from witsec <3
Indulgence by RaeDMagdon - rated E, olivia forgets her jacket in alex’s office and alex uhhh puts it to good use
Above All Else by lancer365 - noah gets kidnapped. the ending of this one is *chef’s kiss*
Ghost: An Addendum by lancer365 - set in ghost, alex and olivia reflect on what happened at the end of loss + some flashbacks to alex in witsec
Her Greatest Fear by CatchMeInADream - quick little post-loss one-shot
The Sound of Her Voice by Ana Morada - olivia gets a voicemail from alex
Four Seasons by capa-06 - a collection of four drabbles about alex and olivia running together over the course of a year ~~i love it so much~~
Into Darkness by Gil Shalos1 - another post-loss fic, one of those ‘5 things that [blank] to [insert character here]
The Conversation You Didn’t Hear by MarineWife - a missing scene from ghost
All That’s Left You by subtextgirl - another post-witsec longfic where alex and olivia have to work on a case together
Me Quedo by deviltown - another post-witsec fic with a twist
Of Promises and Comfort by aolurker - another missing scene from ghost
and here are some more that i can’t summarize:
Different by bluebriefs
Sick Day by RaeDMagdon
Old Friends by subtextgirl
Alfresco by VivalaB
Part of You by MarineWife
Invictus by vapori
One more and Deleted Scenes by Phoenix Stone
The Fluorescent Glare by NeoTroi79
However, Not by SilkpoetV
Loss AU Verse and Dress by CabotFan42
Let Me In by WistfulGhostWriter
I’ll Show You Every Version of Yourself Tonight by youhaveamerryheart explicit version here